My Lonely Heart

I'm all alone in this placid corner tonight,

Wishing that everything will be all right.

Caught single-handed in this emotional trap,

This offensive bait is difficult to wrap.

Tears won't dry as the sun shone brightly,

Here I am acting mute dramatically.

Variances are visible as you sink deeper,

Igniting an argument like a burning paper.

Watch it carefully as it swerves into ash,

Only a part can be stored in a stash.

Gaps between us i can't even measure,

Nothing to be listed on my hate brochure.

My heart cannot accommodate so much pain,

Bursting inside is a feeling of disdain.

What to do when reaching out is ignored,

Eagerness then does not strikes a chord.

Together we depict a perfect love story,

Something as beautiful as a morning glory,

Maybe giving in would be appropriate,

Hoping it would mold a better template.

This feeling must be subjected to death,

Before it is hardly to catch one's breath.

Pretending to be ok upsets a complex start,

But saying goodbye is the hardest part.

02/17/2010 1520

The Boy Magnet

I'm not your ordinary girl, I can give you extraordinary love.

Free you from any massive burden, and let you soar like a dove.

Wipe out your pain as we find comfort in each other's arms.

Find ecstasy, and let me mesmerize you with my inate charms.

Tell me how, tell me when, I'll be there anytime upon your wish.

Pry open your comfort zone, ready to serve you is an extra-hot dish.

I know you can't resist temptations abreast carnal attraction.

Together we'll enjoy serenity as I rock your world to satisfaction.

Catch every emotions you turn loose until you're hooked enough.

Slowly I'd make you realize that everythings' was just a bluff.

Your poor fancy defence allowed me to ambush you relentlessly.

It feels so good to be an assailant and be vindictive ideally.

Successfuly managing to summon you towards my sweet road.

A precious grant to dupe that becomes a part of my load.

Someone like you I despise so much that I nearly retch.

Get loss for good along with your junk scripted sketch.

02/14/2010 1630

Female Urbanization

Declaring battle for her own bearing in any circumstances to show off her "female masculinity" to win a combat is common nowadays. She certainly needs to stand for herself as any being would where there are lot of unwanted stimuli clashing with her devastations. But the question is, to what extent?

Anger is a completely normal human emotion that varies from mild irritation to intense rage which can be preceded by an internal or external events. Losing control causes destructive behavior such as hostility and aggression that oftenly leads to trouble. Hence, intrapersonal relationship suffers.

Anxiety that occured from frustration triggers radical females to oppress other mates and brim over their vulnerability. This is intended to control the situation rather than deal with the actual problem thus making the ball game worst. An evidence of uncultured and uncivilized barbarous attitude.

No manners as we simply state, that is a concrete attestation of social position despite formal educations and principles taught. Yes, temperament can be inheredited from our origins but the frame of mind is honed by our family's values and beliefs. So is it safe to infer that attitudes has something to do with one's uprbringing?

02/12/2010 0330

Firing for Romance

People prefer medium cooked steak for its subtlety and depth of flavor so as philanderers would hunt for their victims like a foodie machismo.They heat up ceaseless romantic relationship beyond their respective partner to meet their unfulfilled needs for personal satisfaction of being wanted.

Studies supported that unwanted behavior results from unresolved childhood pyschosocial conflicts wherein it reappears in later life that challenges one's damaged ego all over again. Unhealthy coping then emerges as they try to protect themselves from their own personal intricacies.

Machos are not born they are made and must not to be considered a primordial trait of a particular group. This unacceptable disposition in the society is prominently exhibited by excessive masculinity or virility towards the opposite sex for a great catch. One way to emulate shortcomings.

On a deeper perspective, such adaptation aspect is a stigma that heavily violates the basic ethical principle we rely on. Victims instead fell in a conspiratorial trap of supposedly enchanting feeling called love. Submissiveness in this kind of relationship eventually ignites self-contempt.

Stereotypes of placing themselves on an extreme opposite of a healthy-man continuum made deconstructing the nice-guy-syndrome difficult because it needs psychoanalysis and successful resolution of the unperceived dilemmas. Hence no jerks voluntarilly submit themselves on a psychotherapy.

No remedy. End of the story.

02/08/2010 0300

Traitor

What does it takes to be a sniper? Getting a knife at your back, how does it feels like? Awful! Rotten tomatoes that can seriously injure your personality without you knowing may cause irreversible damage and poor reputation.

Breaking on a previously agreed norms produces moral and psychological conflict within relationship among individuals.Their infestation leads to anger, one of our strongest and most common emotion associated with betrayal. Deadly annoying.

There are facts that present themselves that can back up your instincts. Proofs of suspicion, there will be no more hideous gray area to capture. If you are smart enough, you see things others do not. If you do not belong, better luck next life!

The lineage of rats. If they came from a family of rats, being coward and having a bigmouth is usually an inherited trait. Expect the son to be as stupid. You can start smelling the stench through their own actions and by refusing to face responsibilities.

This involves broken trust. Lost and insecurity:

• They rat on you. Grassing up vows of silence and secrecy.
• They have rackets on the other side. Feeding hungry ears.
• They steal from you. Selling your entrusted possessions.
• They help your enemies. Gaining power and authority.
• They purposely deceive you. Getting information to disseminate.
• They idiotly slips. Catching a big fish in their own tongue.
• They go against character. Deviating seriously from the benchmark.
• They are two-faced. Insulting a good name beneath you.
• They humiliate privately or publicly. Creating destruction.

No rule book, no laws, every situation is different. We cannot contain the fire as much as we want but having a good instinct and common sense will help you more than anything else in the world where we take different measures.

As with anything, you have a severe aversion too. You learn to recognize it, deal with it and eliminate it. We all know how to value trust and loyalty, you give 100% you get back the same or even more. The simplest rule in the universe.

A rule of thumb: anytime somebody does something to you and the thought of murdering the guy crosses your mind, chances are you were betrayed. Of course, there are plenty of jerks out there that you want to put out to pasture.

Whatever treachery it is, one thing you ought to know is that there is no second chances in life. You have to cut your losses and dissociate yourself from that person, otherwise you are a stooge and deserves to be double-crossed all over again.

01/27/2010 0125

Volunteer Nurses

Volunteer nurses contribute caring, experience and assessment skills, to make a meaningful difference in one's life. They have the opportunity to provide compassionate and courteous care to patients throughout the hospital.

With the presence of overflowing volunteer nurses, the one who is in deep need can receive more time and undivided attention from a skilled caregiver without any complaint. Yes, they fully know their responsibilities.

Taking on many different roles in caring for patients regardless of specific duties, volunteer nurses are given the freedom to devote extended amounts of time to one patient if needed. This flexibility allows one to deliver direct patient care.

People who offer themselves willingly without being paid for the services offered. A simple appreciation and due respect given is absolutely heart melting.Often experiences burn out but all they need is some motivations to keep going.

May be exposed to work related abuse such as sexual harassment, overloading of work that exceeds the job description, and being neglected by those who are in hierarchical positions.This and that grapevines may destroy them forthwith.

Left with no choice, they cater to this illegal transaction.No contract, no hospital liability- risking their own professional license in exchange for possible employment. Additional man power at no cost is surely a profitable stint.

Possessing a heart full of courage, volunteer nurses endures all the affliction for whatever reason they secure. Everyone, including them deserve to be treated fairly and humanely, respecting every existing rights of an individual.

01/22/2010 0311

New Generation Hotties

Too old to be your girlfriend, too young to be your mother. "Cougar" is a popular term for sexually aggressive older women on the hunt for young bachelors. Not being able to taste fresh meat for years, they devour a large slab of it once successfully preyed.

They are known predominantly for their bounty assets. Easily identifiable by their markings, mostly seen in the wilds controlling it's territory at their own pace. Always ready to pound on their possible heedless target, assuring no window for decampment.

Age disparity in sexual relationship wherein the women is significantly older than the men became a feature now. They can easily pick their boy toy through their unique MILF allure. A natural cradle snatcher that provides everything at all cost. Name it!

Factors to consider:

• More time spent with their moms. Young males are still in search of their lives' direction.
• Hot mom's supremacy rules. An authority where they call the shots as they wish. Anytime, anywhere.
• Empowerment and boosting of self-confidence. A concept that someone still desires them despite antiquity.

The rule of thumb: "Never date someone half your age + seven."

Cougars: Date someone 8 years younger than them.

01/21/2010 0058