Calamity Strikes

Who knows that there is an Ondoy typhoon signal #1 attacking Manila today (09/26/09)? I must have trembled to find myself alone amidst heavy rain. Like a shrivelled trash, no where to go, I felt so lost. The cold breeze that touches my damp skin makes it harder for me to calm down. Fields of people sank as we were stuck at the river roads.

My first time being stranded was terrible. Honestly, I don't know what to expect nor feel but this is not how the story goes. I am one of the luckiest gal on earth who was saved in this horrible situation by an angel in disguise. Where one can feel so helpless, I am guarded and accompanied no matter what. Thank you very much, this firsts will always be memorable to me.

09/28/2009 1524

Woes

If things are getting special, it gets confusing if everything is going authentic. A single lie discovered is enough to create a contagious doubt over every truth expressed.

Love hurts. Who says time heals? You don't get over the pain, you just learn to get along with it and live with it through time.

Make your absence felt in such a way that somebody misses you, but let not your absence be so long that somebody starts learning to live without you. I cannot hold on too long to what is never meant. Sometimes, I had to set things free before it hurts badly.

09/24/2009 1015

Getting Old

Damsel in distress is getting a year older.

Starts wrinkling but needs to accept the fact.

Prohibited to stay pretty at all times.

An unselfish act that gives others a chance.

Eminence diverted to more important matter.

Prospects are definitely unpredictable.

Ahead lies a bigger responsibility.

Facing the realism of life is an ultimatum.

Yet ground battling allows one to subsist.

Harking back recollections commemorate it.

The person who shared deserves acknowledgement.

Thus keeping the individual merits.

A fraction that might cross journeys together.

Sharing until the end of time.

09/24/2009 0845

Pusong Umiibig

Batid nga ng nakararami'y hindi natuturuan ang puso.

Nagmahal ng tapat subalit hindi nasuklian.

Alam na ang tinatahak ngunit ipinilit pa rin.

Nariyan ang kaguluhang hindi nareresolba.

Pangyayaring paulit-ulit na walang patutunguhan.

Umaasa sa bawat salitang isinambit.

Pinagkaitan ng panahon.

Nasaktan ng todo at nagpatawad.

Hanggang kailan kaya kayang maghintay.

09/23/2009 1857 (Biostatistics Class)

The Gift

I opened my box, I found nothing.

I left it, and was filled without me knowing.

This gift has no monetary worth.

Thus counting costly in my heart.

There was you who brighten up my day.

There was you who took my woes away.

There was you who cares for me genuinely.

There was you who stayed with me solely.

My world would not be better without you around.

Now, I am feeling safe and sound.

09/17/2009 2330

Sleepless Nights

09/08/2009 0010

She hates the time before she goes to sleep, it's where the unavoidable starts to linger.. The second package with everything in it gave her all.. Doesn't demand nor starts a fight.. Doesn't play.. Loves deeply..

Many times she tried to forget him.. Lost her heart when he unintentionally wounded her.. She's starting to live with her own until he approached and appologized.. Now, she's trapped with this emotional bait again..

She cried, he gave her options to chose from.. She stayed and won't regret for doing so.. She's drowned in deep agony as he try to "rescue" her.. She followed her intuitions.. Stupidity in other's view.. She can control her feelings.. She just can't teach her heart..

Using his silver tongue.. He still wanted her to stay.. No time and effort allocated for her.. Is he really redeeming himself?
Action speaks louder than words.. If she is really important.. Find ways.. If not.. What else she is waiting for? A renewable heartache?

It's not wrong to be nice.. Learn to be true to those who are entitled so you won't end up being betrayed..