My Lonely Heart

I'm all alone in this placid corner tonight,

Wishing that everything will be all right.

Caught single-handed in this emotional trap,

This offensive bait is difficult to wrap.

Tears won't dry as the sun shone brightly,

Here I am acting mute dramatically.

Variances are visible as you sink deeper,

Igniting an argument like a burning paper.

Watch it carefully as it swerves into ash,

Only a part can be stored in a stash.

Gaps between us i can't even measure,

Nothing to be listed on my hate brochure.

My heart cannot accommodate so much pain,

Bursting inside is a feeling of disdain.

What to do when reaching out is ignored,

Eagerness then does not strikes a chord.

Together we depict a perfect love story,

Something as beautiful as a morning glory,

Maybe giving in would be appropriate,

Hoping it would mold a better template.

This feeling must be subjected to death,

Before it is hardly to catch one's breath.

Pretending to be ok upsets a complex start,

But saying goodbye is the hardest part.

02/17/2010 1520

The Boy Magnet

I'm not your ordinary girl, I can give you extraordinary love.

Free you from any massive burden, and let you soar like a dove.

Wipe out your pain as we find comfort in each other's arms.

Find ecstasy, and let me mesmerize you with my inate charms.

Tell me how, tell me when, I'll be there anytime upon your wish.

Pry open your comfort zone, ready to serve you is an extra-hot dish.

I know you can't resist temptations abreast carnal attraction.

Together we'll enjoy serenity as I rock your world to satisfaction.

Catch every emotions you turn loose until you're hooked enough.

Slowly I'd make you realize that everythings' was just a bluff.

Your poor fancy defence allowed me to ambush you relentlessly.

It feels so good to be an assailant and be vindictive ideally.

Successfuly managing to summon you towards my sweet road.

A precious grant to dupe that becomes a part of my load.

Someone like you I despise so much that I nearly retch.

Get loss for good along with your junk scripted sketch.

02/14/2010 1630

Female Urbanization

Declaring battle for her own bearing in any circumstances to show off her "female masculinity" to win a combat is common nowadays. She certainly needs to stand for herself as any being would where there are lot of unwanted stimuli clashing with her devastations. But the question is, to what extent?

Anger is a completely normal human emotion that varies from mild irritation to intense rage which can be preceded by an internal or external events. Losing control causes destructive behavior such as hostility and aggression that oftenly leads to trouble. Hence, intrapersonal relationship suffers.

Anxiety that occured from frustration triggers radical females to oppress other mates and brim over their vulnerability. This is intended to control the situation rather than deal with the actual problem thus making the ball game worst. An evidence of uncultured and uncivilized barbarous attitude.

No manners as we simply state, that is a concrete attestation of social position despite formal educations and principles taught. Yes, temperament can be inheredited from our origins but the frame of mind is honed by our family's values and beliefs. So is it safe to infer that attitudes has something to do with one's uprbringing?

02/12/2010 0330

Firing for Romance

People prefer medium cooked steak for its subtlety and depth of flavor so as philanderers would hunt for their victims like a foodie machismo.They heat up ceaseless romantic relationship beyond their respective partner to meet their unfulfilled needs for personal satisfaction of being wanted.

Studies supported that unwanted behavior results from unresolved childhood pyschosocial conflicts wherein it reappears in later life that challenges one's damaged ego all over again. Unhealthy coping then emerges as they try to protect themselves from their own personal intricacies.

Machos are not born they are made and must not to be considered a primordial trait of a particular group. This unacceptable disposition in the society is prominently exhibited by excessive masculinity or virility towards the opposite sex for a great catch. One way to emulate shortcomings.

On a deeper perspective, such adaptation aspect is a stigma that heavily violates the basic ethical principle we rely on. Victims instead fell in a conspiratorial trap of supposedly enchanting feeling called love. Submissiveness in this kind of relationship eventually ignites self-contempt.

Stereotypes of placing themselves on an extreme opposite of a healthy-man continuum made deconstructing the nice-guy-syndrome difficult because it needs psychoanalysis and successful resolution of the unperceived dilemmas. Hence no jerks voluntarilly submit themselves on a psychotherapy.

No remedy. End of the story.

02/08/2010 0300